Check Your Heart (No, But Actually)

It’s tempting to turn ministry into an ego trip.

I’ve been on industry trips to remote parts of the world - and made sure Instagram knows I’m serving the least of these. I’ve helped with disaster relief - and worn a station t-shirt so everyone knows the good the station is doing.

Here’s the (obvious) rub: ministries need donations to survive. And donations only happen if people know the good that’s being done.

But where’s the line between proof of ministry and puffing our chests?

Ultimately, I suppose I’m wondering about motivation.

None of us would say our stations are self-focused when it comes to ministry. But I wonder sometimes if we’re being honest. I know how often I’ve deceived myself into promoting my show, my podcast, my “brand,” telling myself it was for God’s Kingdom when it was really to advance my own.

I wrestle with this because of what Jesus talks about in Matthew 6. He tells His disciples not to pray, fast, or give to the poor like the Pharisees do. They announce it to everyone so that they’re thought of as righteous. They’re doing actual, practical good - but it’s all about them.

Jesus warns that they have their reward – praise from people – but not from God.

So does that mean it’s inherently wrong to promote our shows, stations, ministries, etc. or share proof of ministry? Of course not. Sharing what God is doing through our stations, shows, etc. can absolutely glorify God. When we choose to see ourselves as a vessel – NOT the main attraction – that changes everything.

But again, I’m easily deceived. It’s worth an honest self-assessment whether I’m actually a vessel in which Jesus can make wine (or grape juice – Baptists, don’t cancel me) or if I’m just trying to steal the spotlight at the party.

It takes humility. Maybe even some uncomfortable conversations.

If we’re going to do ministry, I think it’s worth it.